Book review round up

Thought I’d pop on to the blog for a review round up of some recent reads!


The Memory Police by Yoko Ogawa

Thanks to Pantheon Books for the review copy! I flew through The Memory Police by Yoko Ogawa. This book is set on an island where things disappear. Perfume, emeralds, even birds. When an object disappears, all memories of the objects fade. The disappearances are reinforced by the Memory Police, who track down those who remember and make them disappear too. The unnamed narrator of this book is a novelist. She decides to take a risk and hide her editor, R, who remembers things, with the help of her friend the old man.

The tone of this book is chillingly calm. The narrator and others on the island accept the disappearances as a fact about which nothing can be done, for the most part, and go about their “normal” lives the best they can. It’s quietly terrifying.

In this book, you also get to see the book the narrator is writing, about a woman who has lost her voice. The parallels to her life on the island are unnerving. Throughout the book, our narrator worries about what will happen if words disappear.

My favorite part of this book was the relationship between the narrator and the old man. It isn’t clear exactly who he is to her, besides the husband of her former nanny. Their care for each other and commitment to helping R despite the high stakes and consequences if they were to be caught left me feeling so much hope and fear at the same time.

I highly recommend this eerie and unsettling book. I read it so fast - it will for sure be in my top books of the year. Perfect for women in translation month, too. 


Ask Again, Yes by Mary Beth Keane

Thanks to my friend Hunter (@shelfbyshelf on Instagram) for sending me his review copy of this book! Ask Again, Yes starts with the stories of two families in a suburban town outside of NYC, and the friendship and romance that blossoms between Kate, the youngest daughter of the Gleeson family, and Peter, the only son of Brian and Anne Stanhope. Anne’s struggles with mental illness lead to a night that will change the trajectory of all of their lives.

I really liked the characters in this book, but I’m not sure how accurately mental illness and addiction are portrayed. I felt a little bit like mental illness was sensationalized and used as a plot device. However, that didn’t keep me from enjoying the story and the book.

This book was entirely readable, and I did find myself drawn in by the characters and their experiences. I especially liked Kate. There were some moving moments as well that almost made me shed a tear. If you like family dramas, this is a pretty good one. 


Fleishman is in Trouble by Taffy Brodesser-Akner

Thanks to Random House for the review copy! Fleishman is in Trouble by Taffy Brodesser-Akner is a tough book for me to review. I hated basically every character from the get go, did not root for anyone, and yet really enjoyed the book? It was confusing. I felt like I was hate reading a little bit but also I was loving it at the same time.

Toby Fleishman, recently divorced from his wife Rachel, is doing surprisingly well on online dating apps. Everyone wants to date him. But, when Rachel drops off the kids and doesn’t come back, his new freedom is interrupted, and he spends a lot of time ruminating about what went wrong in his marriage.

I don’t want to say too much about this book because I don’t want to give anything away, but I will say I loved the ending. It was satisfying. The book is a quick read. The writing is digestible and smart. At the end of the day, I would recommend it. 


The Most Fun We Ever Had by Claire Lombardo

Thanks to DoubleDay for the review copy! The Most Fun We Ever Had follows the various members of the Sorenson family. David and Marilyn have four daughters - Wendy and Violet are Irish twins, followed by the effectively middle child Liza and the much younger baby of the family Grace. Wendy is a young widow, Violet is a mom of two young boys, Liza is pregnant with a child she’s not sure she want, and Grace is living across the country and lying to her family about what she’s actually doing.

I found this book to be very readable, and I really liked some of the characters (Marilyn and Wendy in particular). Of course, as with most family dramas, secrets come out and things aren’t always as they appear.

This book is about marriage, the sacrifices of parents, family secrets, and sisterhood. It’s engaging, and the characters are well developed. I definitely felt that each character was their own, and I think that’s impressive for a debut, especially in a book this big with this many characters. I also found the story compelling enough that there were times I didn’t want to put it down.

I did have a complaint that the characters used the R-word multiple times in the book, which rubbed me the wrong way. There’s really no reason that particular word needed to be used. Also, everyone in the family is gifted and smart and beautiful, and although they deal with some struggles and tragedies, there is no real examination of that privilege.

Overall, though, this is an entertaining read and I was invested in the stories. I also think it would be a great TV show. If you like big family sagas, this is a good one. 

Daisy Jones and The Six review + my ideas for the cast

Oh hi, hello. It’s been awhile since I blogged. I always say to myself “I’m going to get back into blogging” as if I’ve ever really been “into” blogging… but like I still have that intention. So I’m going to try harder to make this blog more consistent and try to post once a week. Shouldn’t be too hard, right? I think I need to start a weekly round-up type post of links and shit that I liked that week, so give me all your name suggestions for that.

Anyway, I read my second Taylor Jenkins Reid book and…. drumroll please…

I LIKED IT! I liked it a lot!

It’s a written oral history of the singer Daisy Jones and the band The Six, who combined to be Daisy Jones and The Six. It clearly takes some inspiration from Fleetwood Mac, and Daisy’s pill popping ways reminded me of Valley of the Dolls (which is even mentioned in the book). The oral history style allows the story to move along really quickly and lets you get to know the characters quite well.

I really like stories about fame and fortune and life in Hollywood so I think I was inclined to like this book just for those elements. Hollywood in the late 60s/early 70s is just such a fun setting. The characters felt pretty well developed to me too, although some were a little caricatured (the bandmate Eddie who was constantly jealous of Billy, the aloof misunderstood Daisy, Daisy’s “prince” husband who was controlling and abusive). The romantic tension between Billy, the singer and most talented member of The Six, Daisy, and Camila, Billy’s wife that he was completely devoted to, was really great.

Something else pretty cool was that TJR included all the song lyrics from the band’s hit album. However… I struggled to hear the music in my head (and maybe this is why I’m not a musician - I mean the fact that I can’t hear songs in my head just from descriptions of them - well that and my complete lack of musical talent). And that leads us to why we’re here, on my blog, today! Because I think the show, which has been optioned by Reese Witherspoon, will be BETTER! I think the show will be able to bring more emotional depth to the characters through actually bringing the music to life.

I did this once before and it was fun - I’m going to dream cast the Daisy Jones & The Six show! Maybe Hollywood will call me after they see my stellar casting choices and offer me the job for real because I think I’m pretty good at it. Here we go.

  1. Daisy Jones

    OF course we have to start with Daisy! Daisy is described as having long red hair, being a beautiful skinny drug addicted model waif, being an absolute natural onstage, and having a perfect voice to front a rock band. I’m going to ignore the red hair for now and start with my top choice for Daisy:

Michael Rowe/Contour by Getty Images - from a New York Times article

Michael Rowe/Contour by Getty Images - from a New York Times article

It’s Zendaya! She’s a triple threat: singing, dancing, and acting. Whoever has this role definitely needs to be able to act, cause there are some serious EMOTIONS that the Daisy actress needs to be able to bring to the table. And Zendaya can act. And sing. So there we go.

My runner up for Daisy is……… Miley Cyrus. She definitly has the gravelly rock-star voice for the songs. She’s cool and all and could have red hair/be tall and thin/etc. for this role but wouldn’t it be cool to have a not-white-girl as the star? I think Zendaya > Miley.

2. Billy Dunne

Billy Dunne… rockstar extraordinaire, lead singer, drugged up rock start turned sober devoted husband and father. Hmmmm…. my choice is:

Photo by Juliann McCandless, Interview Magazine photoshoot

Photo by Juliann McCandless, Interview Magazine photoshoot

Caleb Landry Jones. He could EASILY look drugged out and then sobered up. And I could totally picture him as the sensitive songwriter for a 70s rock band who heads home to be with his family at the end of the day, but who still struggles with some serious demons.

3. Camila

Billy’s wife is a confident wife and mother who loves Billy despite his transgressions. She’s really the person who keeps him going. She’s also described as having long dark hair down to her waist. My choice of Camila:

Photo by Nadun Baduge

Photo by Nadun Baduge

I vote for Andrea Londo. She just looks exactly how I imagined Camila to look and I think she could pull off the caring but tough wife of a rockstar.

My second choice for Camila is Martha Higareda. She already plays a badass in Altered Carbon but I could see her having a sensitive side for the role of rockstar wife. She’s just a bit older than the characters at the beginning of the book but I think Hollywood could make it happen.

4. Karen

Karen is the keyboardist for The Six and refuses to use her sexuality as a means for success. She prefers to be respected for her talent and abilities. My casting for her:

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Zosia Mamet. Music runs in her family already too IRL. She could be perfect.

5. Simone

Simone is Daisy’s friend, a few years older, and sort of takes her in. She’s her forever BFF but she also becomes a disco star on her own.

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I’m thinking Zoë Kravitz. She could make a great best friend who isn’t afraid to give some tough love, who also is also a star.

Welp that’s it for my casting/review. If you’ve read the book, I’d love to hear who you pictured for the roles. Also if you’re friends with Reese be sure to pass my suggestions along!

Overdue book review catch up

I am overdue for quite a few book reviews, so this post is going to be a big wrap of quite a few of them. Let's just get right to it, shall we?


The Great Believers by Rebecca Makkai

The Great Believers is split into two storylines with alternating chapters between them. The first follows Yale, an art museum curator and gay man living in Chicago during the height of the AIDS crisis. AIDS is rippling through his community killing off his friends and loved ones, including his good friend Nico. At the same time, he's trying to secure a large art deal that could be career making from Nico's aunt for the museum. The second storyline follows Nico's sister Fiona in the present day as she tries to find her estranged daughter in Paris while reflecting on how the AIDS crisis deeply affected her life.

I found both storylines compelling and enjoyed reading about both Yale and Fiona. Yale was a truly likable character and I was rooting for him so much. I just wanted things to work out for him, but his storyline fills you with a sense of dread as AIDS hits closer and closer to home. Fiona felt a little uneven - I felt like her character as seen by people like Yale was precocious and quite different than who she seemed to be in the present day, but I still found it believable enough.

I have heard this book compared to A Little Life and The Heart's Invisible Furies. For me, it was closer to The Heart's Invisible Furies, which I rated four stars. (ALL is one of my all time faves and basically nothing can compare.) This book started off a bit slow, but I was immediately drawn to Yale. I found Yale's story moving and I definitely shed some tears while reading this. If you liked ALL or THIF, I think it's worth giving this one a read. I gave it four stars. 


Spinning Silver by Naomi Novik

I love Naomi Novik, y'all. I loved Uprooted and somehow I loved Spinning Silver even more. Her fairy-tale-ish fantasy books are just so readable and enjoyable and fun. Spinning Silver is a retelling of Rumpelstiltskin, kind of. But, it has three strong women for the main characters. Our main main character is Miryem. She's a moneylender's daughter, but her dad isn't very good at collecting his dues. She gets fed up and takes it upon herself to help the family business, and it turns out that she is quite good at it. She gets a reputation for being able to turn silver into gold, so much so that the "evil" Stayrk king takes notice and whisks Miryem off to do the same for him. Other characters include Irina, the daughter of a duke with some Staryk blood who ends up married to an evil tsar controlled by a fire demon, and Wanda, a poor girl from town who's alcoholic father sells her off to be Miryem's assistant. The storylines eventually converge and the whole book is magical. 

This book has many tropes, like Uprooted, but they somehow work for me. As usual, Novik does a great job with building an atmosphere including a fairy tale town, evil woods, and a frozen kingdom. Something about Novik's writing is just so fun for me to read. This book is a true escape and I loved it the whole time. If you like fantasy, and especially if you were a fan of Uprooted, I'd highly recommend this book. It got five stars from me.


This is How It Always Is by Laurie Frankel

I know, I know, I'm late to the party on this one. It's been out for awhile and it took me a long time to pick it up but I'm really glad I did. It's about a family with five sons, except the youngest son, Claude, wants to be a girl from the time he is very young. It's about how the family deals with the challenges of raising a transgender child and the trials and tribulations they go through.

I don't have too much to say about this one, except that it is poignant and insightful and felt very honest and real. It will tug at your heartstrings and maybe even help you understand a different perspective. It also got the seal of approval from Brenda, my mom, and we don't have super overlapping favorite books, so that's a good sign that it should have wide appeal. If you like heartwarming family stories that teach you something, definitely pick this one up. I gave it four stars. 

Heartbreaker by Claudia Dey


This book is weird. The plot is kind of weird, it's set in a cult (apparently a theme in my recent reading life) that is weird, and the writing is a little weird. The book is divided into three sections. The first is narrated by Pony Fontaine, daughter of Billie Jean Fontaine and "The Heavy". The family lives in "the territory" somewhere very far north and totally detached from the rest of society except for occasional supply shipments paid for by the blood of the territory's teens. Yeah. Billie Jean was an outsider who showed up alone and nearly dead to the territory 17 years ago. When she suddenly takes off and disappears, the residents of the territory look for her. Pony reflects on life up to this point.

The second part of the book is narrated by the family dog, who could apparently communicate with Billie Jean. See what I mean by weird? I actually started liking the writing more in this section. I found the writing in Pony's section to be unnecessarily confusing. Somehow it was more clear when narrated by a dog. The third section is narrated by a boy in the territory, Supernatural. Well, I guess he is a bit older than a boy. He's somewhere between the ages of 17 and 19, I think. I can't remember exactly. 

The book eventually reveals why Billie Jean left. It's a slow build up. I quite liked how everything came together in the end, but again, the whole thing was a weird experience. In a kind of good way? I rated this at three stars in the end. I actually really liked how it all came together. But it was still weird.  If you like cults or writing that is a little out of the ordinary, and stories that aren't entirely straightforward out of the gate, I'd recommend giving this a go. It's certainly unique.

Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro


My first Ishiguro and boy, dude can write! His prose is beautiful and lyrical yet straightforward and approachable and entirely readable, somehow. He doesn't say anything extra but he says so much at the same time. 

This book is set in a school, so it's a good read for this time of year. It's narrated by Hailsham graduate Kathy, who now works as a "carer". Caring for what, we don't really know for awhile. Hailsham seems like an idyllic English boarding school where the students are taught to focus on art and creativity. However, something is off. You never hear about their parents or where the students are from. They don't seem to go home for Christmas. There is a big mystery about what is really going on at the school that is overarching and slowly and masterfully revealed. This book is lovely and eerie and moving at the same time. 

However... I saw the movie a long time ago, so I knew the big thing from the get-go, which kind of made it a bit less enjoyable for me. The book didn't have a huge emotional impact, because I already knew too much. I think if you haven't seen the movie, or even if you have, this is worth a read, but especially if you haven't because it has the potential for some big emotional moments. Because I had already seen the movie, I also found myself a little bored at times - kind of waiting for the story to get to the point, even though if I hadn't known everything already it would have been revealed quickly enough.

This book is certainly lovely and well written, and I understand why Ishiguro is considered a master of his craft. It almost has a little bit of a Secret History vibe purely because of the setting, which I appreciated. I'd recommend it to anyone who likes a bit of a mystery, wants to maybe cry, and likes books that are set in a school setting.

The Incendiaries and cult chat

Anyone else weirdly fascinated with cults? I know I'm not alone in the world because at least Georgia from My Favorite Murder is with me but how many of you book people are with me in thinking that cults are horribly interesting? Horrible because I mean they are tragic AF often, but I'm so interested in them. 

JZ Knight, channeler of Ramtha. Photo from this Seattle Times article -

JZ Knight, channeler of Ramtha. Photo from this Seattle Times article -

In fact, Yelm, near where I live, has its very own cult! Ramtha's School of Enlightenment. The leader, J.Z. Knight (an old white lady), claims to channel Ramtha the Enlightened One - according to Wikipedia she even puts on an Indian accent when she channels him LOLOLOL. She runs a school out of Yelm. We've driven past many times, and you can't see in at all. The grounds are completely hidden with trees and there are security cameras everywhere. Creepy! They've been accused of using brainwashing and mind control. Ramtha's School does have a few celebrity followers, including Linda Evans and Salma Hayek. Hoping they don't track me down or do some Scientology shit for posting this - I mean I haven't said anything that hasn't been said and documented online before.


Why am I talking about this? Well, The Incendiaries is about a girl's eventual integration into a cult. It follows Phoebe Lin and Will Kendall, students at a prestigious university. Phoebe feels responsible for her mom's death but doesn't tell anyone. Instead, she bottles up her feelings. Will is a transfer from a religious school who has recently turned away from Christianity, even though his religion previously defined his entire life. Will doesn't have money, so he doesn't quite fit in with the rich student body, but he finds ways to make it work. Will and Phoebe meet at a party, and Will is enchanted with Phoebe. They start dating, but Will feels like he is powerless when Phoebe starts spending more and more time with a cult leader who knows her dad. She doesn't see that it's a cult, or maybe she does and doesn't want to believe it. The group bombs some buildings (not a spoiler btw - this happens right away in the book) and Will tries to understand how Phoebe got to this place.


I found this book enjoyable overall, but had a few qualms. I felt that it was somewhat overwritten to the point where I was confused about what was actually happening at times. Lots of metaphors and verbose descriptions made it hard to follow. I didn't feel deeply connected to the characters. It kind of felt like watching them through foggy glass. Weirdly, another book about a cult was similar in the overwrittenness - The Girls by Emma Cline - but that one was much worse. In The Incendiaries, it was tolerable and I was engaged enough to keep reading. I ended up putting down The Girls and I still don't understand how there was a bidding war between publishers over it. 

I think if you liked The Girls, or if you're into cults, you might like The Incendiaries as well. And, thanks to Riverhead Books for sharing it with me.

Review and my movie cast for The Banker's Wife


Do you ever have books where the whole time you're reading them, you're just thinking about how great they would be as a movie? Or even, how much better the movie would be? The Banker's Wife by Cristina Alger is one of those books for me. This review is going to be half review, half dream movie casting.


The Banker's Wife is about, well, a banker's wife, but also a journalist and the banker's assistant and the journalist's fiancé. When Matthew Lerner's plane crashes in the alps (he is the banker, at the bank Swiss United) with one of his female clients that his wife Annabel had never heard of, she just has a gut feeling that it wasn't an accident. Meanwhile, journalist Marina Tourneau is engaged to Grant Ellis, the son of a powerful businessman who is about to announce his run for president. Marina's mentor leaves her with information about the shady dealings of Swiss United before he is found dead in his home. Her findings tie a lot of powerful people to some unethical and illegal to Swiss United.

Annabel races to uncover the truth about Matthew, while Marina must decide how much of the Swiss United story to expose. Meanwhile, Matthew's beautiful young assistant Zoe must hide from the powerful forces at Swiss United who want to make sure she doesn't know too much. 

This book is a fast paced thriller, and I enjoyed it, but the lack of place and character development kept me from really loving it. However, I can totally picture it as a movie! So, I'm going to give you the movie cast you never asked for. First up, our main lady, the banker's wife herself, Annabel. She's described as a redhead, and beautiful, Matthew only has eyes for her, yadda yadda. But she's also a little bit smarter than the other bankers give her credit for, and she loves art. My choice: Emma Stone!

Next up, we have Marina. Marina was recently engaged to golden boy Grant Ellis, and struggling with her decision to leave her budding career behind and play trophy wife. Her description said black hair and blue eyes, and referred to her being pale so... basically everyone in this book is supposed to be white (of course, the usual), but I don't care so I'm going with Kerry Washington because she would be perf for this role. Serving up some Olivia Pope fierceness as a badass woman journalist crumbling the patriarchy and exposing hideous acts of powerful men.

Zoe is beautiful, young, French, and as is a trend with these women, smarter than men expect. I don't know many blonde French actresses (pretty sure it said blonde? Going with it) but I do think Clemence Poesy would be great.

And the last person I'm going to cast is Jonas. Head of Swiss United, mastermind of schemes. I think Steven Weber would be great for this. Pretends to be nice but secretly (or not secretly) an evil villain, head banker, asshole extraordinaire. 

Most of the rest of the cast would be sleazy bankers, golden boy politicians, and crooked businessmen. I don't really care to cast them.

So what do you think? Do I have a future as a casting director? I think Hollywood would be silly not to hire me. They'd really miss out. Also, if you've read this book, let me know if you agree with my choices!


Book review: This Must Be the Place by Maggie O'Farrell


Thought I would start off my blog reviews on a high note... a very high note... a FIVE STAR BOOK high note! That's right, this book earned my notoriously hard to earn fifth star! Meaning, I loved it, I lived for it, I want everyone to read it and I especially want everyone to love it as much as I did.

What is the book, you ask? Or, you don't, because it's in the title. The book is This Must Be the Place, and the brilliant amazing author is Maggie O'Farrell. I heard about this book on the What Should I Read Next podcast from the book blog queen herself, Anne Bogel. Usually I like her recommendations, so when I saw this at my local favorite bookstore (Browsers, pictured), I impulse bought it.

The two impulse buys on my Browsers trip

The two impulse buys on my Browsers trip

I cannot say enough good things about this book. The writing, the way she weaves together the stories of the characters so that you feel like you got to read 10 different stories (even though they're all anchored together with our main character, Daniel), the way she writes about relationships, and the story. The STORY! The characters! I just fell so in love with this book, I immediately went out and bought two more of her books after finishing it.

This Must Be the Place is about a marriage, and a family. It's also about a man, the man in the marriage, Daniel Sullivan. Daniel is a New Yorker who went to school in England and now lives in a remote home in Ireland with his wife Claudette and their two children. Daniel has two older children from a previous marriage that he never talks to or get to see, but not really by choice. Claudette also has one older son from a previous marriage who is off at boarding school.


Claudette, as it turns out, is an ex-movie-star turned recluse. She disappeared, just straight up ghosted society, in the middle of filming a movie by running away with her son, and nobody knows where she went. Daniel stumbles upon Claudette when he journeys to Ireland to collect his late grandfather's ashes, and voila, they fall in love and he moves there to be with her.

When Daniel heads back to the US for his father's 90th birthday, he hears a radio program speaking of a long lost lover from his past as if she's been dead for awhile. He looks into it, and she has, and he had no idea... as Daniel spends more time away from Claudette, he tries to confront some things from his past, including his far away children, and gets caught up uncovering the truth about his ex-love's death.

This story is told from multiple perspectives and jumps around in time. I just LOVED the structure of this book. For example, one of Daniel's kids loves footnotes. A chapter focused on him is full of footnotes. Another chapter is entirely full of descriptions of items to be auctioned off that used to belong to Claudette. It's so unique! And, each character has their own story, all related to Daniel or Claudette in some way, but their own so that you feel like you got to read many more books than one by the end, somehow. Maggie O'Farrell's language is entirely readable but also nerdy? Somehow? Is that a thing - nerdy language? It helps that Daniel is a linguist.

For a story about a marriage, this book is so gripping. I didn't want it to end. It was an immensely satisfying book, without a contrived intentionally satisfying ending. The way the story built, the realness of the characters (even those you only spend a little time with) - O'Farrell is so talented. So many times entire books will be about a character and I'll never feel connected or invested in them. With these characters, I was immediately invested. They immediately felt real.

This book tells a story of a complex relationship, and of a man coping with grief and confronting his demons. I highly recommend this to, well, everyone! I can't wait to read more of O'Farrells writing, and This Must Be the Place is going down as one of my favorites. 

Let me know in the comments if you've read this, what you thought of it, if you're going to read it, or if you've read any of her other books! Happy reading!

Browsers haul of the day + Izzy

Browsers haul of the day + Izzy